wearyandanxious

we are painting the second floor, room by room. we started with the bathroom, the smallest room and the one that had the least impact on our daily life. we just had to put off showering for a few days while the paint dried, not biggie.

now we are working on the bedroom. major disruption.

for starters i had to move all of our clothes downstairs to the dining room, and we have lost the use of our bed. we have been sleeping on the guest bed in jak's office for 2 nights now, and it is not so comfy. it's ok, i guess for a night or 2, but i am not sleeping well on it and we aren't going to be done with the bedroom for another six days or so.....i need my sleep.

and i am so freaking anxious about our upcoming trip to seawa. i know it is too soon to give up hope. but, i have had zero response so far to my mailing, and i just have a constant gnawing feeling in the pit of my stomach. anxiety. i am not a patient person, and this is really hard.

and nothing is fixed, i would just like one thing to be fixed...solid. decided. reliable.dependable. all i want to do is crawl into bed....BUT THERE IS NO BED!!!